Childish Imagination by Luke Seegmiller
Childhood experiences have shaped what I believe. I grew up quickly. At a young age I learned about evil in this world no one wants to know about. My 14-year-old-adolescent mind was broadened when I watched my sister cope with terrible abuse at our neighbor's hand. It turns out that Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is not reserved only for old war heroes. Could something like this happen in a small religious Idaho farming community? The answer: yes, it did happen and it changed the way I look at life.
Reading A Little Princess by Frances Hodgson Burnett recently reminded me of this difficult time in my life and how I coped. The story is about little Sara Crewe who's father dies leaving her penniless and at the mercy of a ruthless boarding school master, Miss Minchin. In addition to the loss of her beloved father, she goes from riches to rages in the matter of a few short moments. The star pupil became the lowest servant. Sara coped by using her imagination. She was a princess. To her, life was a fascinating story where her actions were as noble as any she ever read.
At the terrible time in my life when I mourned with my sister, I often felt as if I were in a great story. I could hear the sound track in the background as I went about in my daily teenage life. I was the noble hero of the story and did my best to act the part. I felt comfort knowing that every good hero or heroine must face the most difficult challenges and only when they face them well is a good story written. My sister now stands as a pillar of strength having lived through a dark, difficult, and yet triumphant time. A vivid imagination and a sense of the story like nature of life saw me through this challenge: the conflict, climax, and resolution of one of my life's stories.
I believe that our lives are great, long, and intricate stories. I don't know how much choice we have in making the story a tragedy, romance, or adventure, but I believe that we can make our lives good stories where actions and desires are as noble as any protagonist ever brought to life through pen and ink.
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